Thursday, November 10, 2005
11/10/2005 01:48:00 AM
what's with me?
im having insomnia and nightmares here and there.
pls? can't i have a nice slp?
woke up at 3pm and had duck porridge for lunch.
Mom packed it for me and my sister,qiqi.
Today is a weird day as i can say.
After having my lunch and stuff.
I sweep and mop the floor. damn tiring lol.
I find myself actually so obedient today and i am happy after helping my mum out.
-a sense of satisfaction-
After helping out , i phoned my baby...wanted to call for since i woke up but i can't get the chance to.
Hope baby won't mind cause i said im calling u once im awake but i didn't ="(
Anyways, baby is acting weird on phone.
As in, something bad she's going to say to me.
So i went to shower and asked her to call me back in 15mins
*but my phone haven't ring yet.
im still waiting for her call.
baby.. i can see that u are under alot of pressure.
I really hope that u would be happy with me.
I know you are encountering lots of problems.
but i can't help much.
I just wanna treat u as good as possible, as sweet as i can be.
I am pressurize too, seriously im really sad to see u this way.
I am thinking thru' alot and still i don't know what i should do.
Maybe the love isn't strong yet.
I think of u and i think of friends,
I just wanna hear from u.. What are u actually thinking or what u are planning to do?
I want to know how u feel abt this relationship that we are having.
It's weird to be like this. I wanna it to be sweet..
do u really love me? or maybe it's just a passing feeling...
-off to tv* ciaoz~