Saturday, December 31, 2005
12/31/2005 03:40:00 PM
Happy new year 2006
Ya i ain't dreaming .. It's year 2006 now!
Just in a flash.. Just like yesterday.. i barely can remember what i did in my entire life..
Maybe just slacking off everyday in the same way thats why everyday seems the same to me.
Alot of things is running thru' my mind..
Firstly, i need a freaking job immediately -yes, im slacking for a year... A YEAR! like i have become lazier and lazier. I dont wanna be a useless person and i wanna earn money to give my mum and to spend on..
Without a job is really terrible.. you can't get things that u saw on streets and u simply love it.. You can't even have a proper and nice meal. Everyday is like a budget day. I am getting irritated by myself for nt looking for a job... I want my Mummy and my Sisters to have a good life and i want my friends to eat well too. It's not that money can buy everything but with money there won't be so much worries in me..
Secondly, I really hope everything will turn well. I don't wanna see friends drifting apart. I want them to be tgt back just like before. I am really headache and i can't do anything! What should i do? What should i say? Neither do i want lose any of them. I love them and i need them.
Thirdly, I seriously don't know what should i do? to go for that person or not. I think i shouldn't cause i don't wanna break the friendship that we are having now.. whereas i don't think i will stand a chance too. Well, maybe it's just a feeling but this is holding on to me for quite sometime and thinking of it everyday is tiring.. I think..... i should just gave up..
Looking at u now, living so happily and ure still holding on to someone, i shall nt do anything. I just hope oneday i won't regret this but everything just hurts... I REALLY DON'T KNOW. i don't know who to talk to =/
I want to live happier... but im borned to learn hardship somehow one of the unlucky ones.
Today, the new year eve, spent with kai and ying. Nothing happening today but another tiring and budget day i could say. We met up at 4pm at khatib mrt station thinking of where we should go and ended up we dropped at AngMoKio . We wanted to have one of those singapore famous food so we went to find. After that we sat down on a coffee shop and i order prawn noodle-the soup is really nice. I simply love it. ying had curry rice with vegetables and kai had his fried noodle. After that we went to Zone-X to play some games, daytona,ddr,parapara and blah... After a while we are bored and we left amk and went to Plaza Singapura. Reached there and continue with our Zone-X again -.-" after that ard 11:30, we walked to cine and had our dinner at LJS. After eating we walked all the way down to selegie and thats when ying temper is out. Some stupid Blanglas sprayed ying and ying was damn angry about it. She tried so hard to prevent herself from spraying and in the end the blanglas did it. Ying was so annoyed and rushed over to gave him a scold and with a slap on his back which is counted damn hard. We walked to paradiz center and have a toilet break there and continue our journey to pub underground, we sat there for sometime and even ordered Peach shisha and without knowing that we have to order drinks too.. but we only barely left with 15bucks to survive and the Shisha cost 12bucks. We can't afford for any other things. The cheapest drinks there is 5bucks and its a can of cola and even a bottle of mineral water cost 5bucks too.. So we left without having our shisha.. continue walking to somewhere ard bugis -.-" and there's nthnig to do there so we walked back to Parklane mall.. were looknig for a place to sit but unfortunally we can't so we walk all the way back to orchard. On our way we dropped by Ljs and we went in for a sit after a while we left and headed to cine. We went to yoshinoya and slacked till 5am? den we walked to wisma and we bought some snacks at 7-11 and we actually played with the ice cubes. After a while , ying with back with weide and the poor kai and me walked all the way to Lido and have breakfast at mac cause the only money left is in our ezlink card. Lol after having breakfast we left and walk back to orchard mrt station . Our first train isn't there yet so we actually took the train to marina bay and back home.. We both were damn exhausted and the train is pack with lots of pple and blanglas.. Just reached home and i can't get to slp.. I might be meeting Helen later. So lets see what time will i wake up ..